dream comes true..

[in_fa]

it's like a dream comes true.. it's like you've been thinking about that all your life but you believed that it's not possible.. and then suddenly- here it is.. just do a few moves and get it.. it is within your reach.. but instead of excitement you feel nothing moreover the feeling is close to disgust.. strong disappointment..

all what i told before turned into lies.. i really thought that i wanted that... but i didn't.. i wanted to want that not to have that..

be careful what you wish for...

upd. there is missing link between me and my desire, and this link is important to understand.